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Friday, 03 August 2007

  • Marching Band Camp = Love.

    It was pretty cool. I was on crutches, but whatever. I think this year will be a lot of fun. The music is awesome, we're doing music to the play Jesus Christ Superstar. It's pretty damn fun. The people are nice. I'm the only Freshman flute, though, but it's okay. I'm hoping to heal my foot fast so I can soon jump in and start with the marching. I didn't go today, because the band director told me not to, it is all marching today. Monday thru Friday, though, it's marching in the morning and music in the afternoon, so I'll just go in the afternoon.

    On another note, I met a guy.

    Michael.

    Sweet.

    We must have talked for 20 minutes, because we took all of break just standing in a corner and talking. I was just standing in the corner b/c the girl I was talking with had gone to the bathroom. And I saw he was talking to the leader guy who had patted me on the back(another story), but he kept looking over at me. So then the leader left and he started to walk over to me then he walked away and talked to someone else, then he came back over to me and said, "Do you mind if I ask about your foot?" So I told him and we talked about that for a while. He's a freshman. His name's Michael. He was homeschooled until this year, and is taking Band and Drama as his electives. He pretty much just asked me a bunch of questions. Then we started talking about homeschooling, and Band, and reading and just stuff like that. Then at the end he was like, "I don't think I got your name" so I told him and he said "cool" lol. Then the class started again.

    We talked a little bit more between breaks and stuff. He's pretty cute.

Tuesday, 31 July 2007

Monday, 30 July 2007

  • Is there a reason that I haven't been getting any comments lately? So unloved.

    Nuevo trabajo de mi padre!!!

    Translation: My father's new job!

    Well, he still owns his other company, NLM, but now he also works at PKD. He is a manager in the Marketing department. And I'm very proud of him. PKD works at researching to find a treatment for
    polycystic kidney disease. PKD is a disease that attacts your kidneys. It grows cists on them, the cists can get so heavy that it makes your kidney, which is normally the size of your fist, the size of a fist. Many people die from it. This disease is not well known, but it kills more people than cystic fibrosis or many other well known diseases. It is the most common genetic, life threatening disease affecting more than 600000 Americans and an estimated 12.5 million people. There is no cure, yet. I went today with my dad and the rest of the family to look at his new office. I'm very happy for him.

    Mmm. Also, I'm very excited about this, I may even get to go to London and Tokyo with him on business trips! How awesome would that be?

Tuesday, 24 July 2007

  • I found my love for vanilla icing and grape soda...
    but I broke my toe and I can't walk...

    Oh happy day!

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    Some of you have been wanting to know about my exs. There are really only two official ones.

    Both named Zach: Zach S. and Zach W.

    Zach S. was my first boyfriend. I thought he was wonderful. He was humorous and fun. He asked me out at a Christmas party. I at first said "no" for many reasons, but he broke down crying. He was he was moving in a couple weeks anyway, so there wouldn't be much harm. So I decided "yes". Um, mistake?

    He seemed to act as though he owned me. Touching me whenever he wanted and saying whatever he wanted to me. Things went bad. Fast. We were in an empty classroom and I was putting my stuff away when I felt him come up behind me. He was kind of pinning me to the table. He was touching me in ways that I didn't want to be touched and he wouldn't get off of me. He was a little overweight as well. I reached up and slapped him, and he hit me back. Really hard to the side of the head. I was trying to push him away and finally he backed up and I walked out of the classroom really fast. I went to my locker and he came behind me and put one hand on my locker door with his arm around me and his other hand on the locker next to mine. I forget what he was saying, but he liked it whenever I was trapped and couldn't move.

    He asked me multiple times to have sex. I was only 13.

    I broke up with him after a month.

    He has asked me out about 15 times since then.

    Through email, phone, IM, in person, and through other people.

    He still insists that he loved me then and he always will love me.

    I never loved him.

    (Zack W. later)

Thursday, 19 July 2007

  • Okay, so people have been telling me to UPDATE...

    but there really isn't much going on in my life right now.

    The occasional arguement.

    Seeing friends.

    Internet.

    Spending time with family.

    My brother's birthday is coming up. The 22nd. They'll be ten!

    -sigh-

    tisktisk, my little babies growing up, lol.

    The whole Tyler/Male Attraction thing is not really going anywhere.

    I haven't sent him the email yet.

    Instead my friend, Vicki, emailed him and asked him if he liked me.

    Childish, I know.

    Well, he sent her five responses.

    None of which answering the question!

    Tylertylertyler...

    Then she asked him again and told him to answer.

    He said he thought I was a great friend. But that's it.

    Vicki is convinced that he's lying because he had told a few people before that he liked me, including her.

    So I'm kind of pissed off. You know?

    So I figure I shouldn't send him the email.

    I'm not sure what to do at all.

    I'm not even sure how much I really like him

    I think I would rather go into High School without a boyfriend and my options open.

    I always jump into relationships WAY too fast.

    It's scary.

    And I always end up getting hurt.

    Even though I've never been rejected before.

    I'm usually the rejector not the rejectee.

    Idk.

    Maybe in my next entry I'll let you guys know about my past boyfriends.

    How does that sound?

    Maybe I can find some pictures, too, that will actually work. Who knows.

    I love you all.

    Me.